Part 2: Nihilistic Existentialism

Something in me changed when I got up early one morning while in quarantine. The rest of the family was asleep as I sauntered into the kitchen to make some coffee. While I gazed blankly at the drops of coffee plopping through the glass filter into the ceramic mug below, I began to cry. "Ah,"... Continue Reading →

Part 1: Existentialistic Nihilism

The funny, or more accurately, contradictory thing about university is it made me realize there is no meaning in life. I've spent all of my schooling years in the country's public education system believing there is one ultimate goal that all humanity share- a life purpose. To put it frankly, since the role of education... Continue Reading →

psychedelic whirlbwirls of youth

I gave it a year I gave myself a year. A year to let the currents of life take me To unexpected mouths of sudden rivers To novel, undiscovered earth I experienced the sweet, sweet euphony of friends’ chortles Like marveling at the breathtaking sight of cherry blossoms for the first time The fragile petals... Continue Reading →

Snippets of happiness in pain

I don't believe time heals everything. Pain accumulates- head being all over the place, mini existential crisis, guys from the past, family and just trying to get my shit together. Time passes, but the pain is still there. It comes back to haunt you, again and again. My experience in counseling sessions last time taught... Continue Reading →

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